Do you want me to stay?

I can tell you I’m okay

When all is said and done

Would you be the one to hear me?

Listen to my every word

As I speak nothing but the truth

Feed me lies that hypnotise me

So I think everything will be alright

But is it real enough for you?

I don’t believe it when I can’t see it

So I’ll sit here, trying to believe

That all is clear and just

For when everything is said and done

All that’s left is the shadows on the walls.

Do you want me to stay?I can tell

What I’ve lost

Spend too long looking back at the life I’ve left behind

Times have changed in what seems a blink of an eye

My thoughts consumed with pictures of you

Images of what could have been if I’d only known

If I’d recognised the way I feel, seen what was in front of me

Maybe I wouldn’t feel alone in this world

Lost amongst the ever evolving space between us

It’s like I’m seeing clearly for the first time

Seeing without ash covered glasses

Without the fog that’s lifting now

And I’m left without you next to me

You probably don’t remember, probably don’t think of me

For I am nothing to your world

A muffled image of what has been

And all that’s left is memories

Of what could have been, if I’d only seen without ash tinted glasses.

Thinking thoughts

This is just a little place for me to express my thoughts, feelings and ideas. It’s a place for me to be truely honest – something that I feel is lacking in my life. This blog is simply a place for me to record my thoughts, writings and emotions with anonymity. Even if only I look at what is said and written, it’s somewhere for me to document my ever changing life with honesty through original poems and stories, with assistance from images that I feel further express and portray how I think and feel.

Through honesty and expression, I hope to find inner peace and uncover the truth that is sometimes lost in my thoughts.