Do you want me to stay?
I can tell you I’m okay
When all is said and done
Would you be the one to hear me?
Listen to my every word
As I speak nothing but the truth
Feed me lies that hypnotise me
So I think everything will be alright
But is it real enough for you?
I don’t believe it when I can’t see it
So I’ll sit here, trying to believe
That all is clear and just
For when everything is said and done
All that’s left is the shadows on the walls.
Spend too long looking back at the life I’ve left behind
Times have changed in what seems a blink of an eye
My thoughts consumed with pictures of you
Images of what could have been if I’d only known
If I’d recognised the way I feel, seen what was in front of me
Maybe I wouldn’t feel alone in this world
Lost amongst the ever evolving space between us
It’s like I’m seeing clearly for the first time
Seeing without ash covered glasses
Without the fog that’s lifting now
And I’m left without you next to me
You probably don’t remember, probably don’t think of me
For I am nothing to your world
A muffled image of what has been
And all that’s left is memories
Of what could have been, if I’d only seen without ash tinted glasses.
This is just a little place for me to express my thoughts, feelings and ideas. It’s a place for me to be truely honest – something that I feel is lacking in my life. This blog is simply a place for me to record my thoughts, writings and emotions with anonymity. Even if only I look at what is said and written, it’s somewhere for me to document my ever changing life with honesty through original poems and stories, with assistance from images that I feel further express and portray how I think and feel.
Through honesty and expression, I hope to find inner peace and uncover the truth that is sometimes lost in my thoughts.